Ever since
childhood, I have been fond of God even though I am not particularly religious.
As a child,
my favorite Goddess was Saraswati. Fasting for the Saraswati Puja every year used
to be very exciting. It hardly had a religious connotation. I would get to wear a
sari, have yummy narkel kul and topa kul (perhaps called Jujube fruit in
English), and use doat- kolom to write the Saraswati mantra on coconut leaf.
The best thing about Saraswati puja was that by 8 am the puja would be
completed and so the fasting ended too! We could have as much kul as we
wanted along with sweets galore. And yes, we were not supposed to study on Saraswati Puja...one more reason why that day was extra-special :). Goddess Saraswati has a veena (multi-string
instrument) in her hand. Since I love music, I was automatically her fan.
Next, I was
mesmerized by Jesus Christ. This may be the impact of spending too many years
in a missionary school and college. But there is a certain aura about Christ
that appeals to me all the time. Besides, churches and chapels have a calming
effect which I enjoy. In my teens, I
would buy pictures of Christ, as I would buy of Sachin Tendulkar and Salman
Khan. I loved wearing a cross round my neck too. Jesus is symbolic of true love, peace, and compassion.
Thirdly, of
course Loknath Baba. I learned about him from my father when I was in Class IV,
I think. In Class VII, during my P.T class, one day, my sports shoes were not
washed. I had completely forgotten to clean them the night before. In the
morning, all I could do was paint some chalk on the unruly pair. It was almost
like applying face powder on a black shoe. Our teachers were extremely strict
when it came to snow-white sports shoes. I was very scared. When my teacher
came for inspection, we were all standing in a row in ‘attention’ position. The
girl standing next to me had dirty shoes and was sent for detention. I had kept
my eyes shut and was constantly praying to Loknath Baba to save me J. And yes, it was a miracle! The
teacher did not notice my unwashed shoes! She moved on to the end of the line
and caught two more girls. Ever since that day, Loknath Baba is a family member.
He didn’t come to my rescue during my Maths exams though! He asked me to
help myself :p.
I don’t know
how and when Ganesha happened. It certainly has a Mumbai connection. In
Kolkata, in our puja room, my mother has several Ganesha idols. My favorite is
a pristine white Ganpati. Mom usually drapes a green or golden silk scarf
around him. He looks simple, yet gorgeous. He used to be pampered the most
during Poila Boishakh (Bengali New Year) celebrations at home.
After
shifting to Mumbai, I witnessed a lot more celebrations around Ganeshji compared
to Kolkata. Today being the final Ganpati visarjan day (Immersion ceremony), I
thought of writing this post. My fondness for Ganesha has grown a lot after I moved
to Mumbai. Ganesha has an endearing personality and is more like a friend than
God. He always seems so content with himself, perhaps that is the trait I
admire the most. In my ex-office, there is a very elegant and cute little Ganpati
that brightens our workplace. For years, I loved offering flowers to that
Ganpati every morning. Simple things bring such unprecedented joy! After I left
IBM, I miss that. But I know my friend Ganesha will always be by my side.
Happy Ganpati to
everyone!
Loved reading about your innocence in spirituality :) I am smiling ear to ear.
ReplyDeleteHahaha! Thank you thank you :-D :-)
DeleteYou wrote certain things which are so true that while reading this blog i could easily see myself in some similar situations some 20 years back...
DeleteThank you Rudra :). How time flies. Those days were the best!
DeleteAn honest and delightful account of your affection for the Gods(the way you mentioned Salman and Sachin in the same breath as Christ is very sweet), especially for the Lord of good beginnings :)
ReplyDeleteThanks so much Asha :-). Am glad you liked it :-D.
DeleteBasak Miss er kotha mone pore gelo tor eta pore. I used to live in fear of her as well! Superb likhechish!
ReplyDeleteHahaaa! Yes she was such a strict disciplinarian. Kintu Bangla class ey onake daroon laagto :-). And...Thank you :-D
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